You love me enough to warn me You love me enough to show me the things I chose to ignore
You are the light when my heart grows dark.
You warn me to seek you for refuge before the battle begins
Instead I ignore the fact that I have an enemy and I am harmed in the cross fire while running for your shelter
You hold my hand, you are the path through the wilderness
A wilderness where I am refined, where I am sharpened, where I am with you
And as much as I want to ask again and again for you to take this suffering from me,
You lead me closer to you every time
But a life choose to live with you,
Because I cannot do it any other way
You love me enough to warn me
Even though I act as if I don’t see the signs
You still love me enough to remind me,
That you are the remedy
Though I know this is fact,
Maybe worldly adhd keeps me distracted
But even with you knowing I’ll be distracted, knowing I will act as if I don’t realize the signs,
You still love me enough to warn me.
You love me enough to send me whispers that stop time, when I am seconds from wailing .